SPARTAK DULICH

Installations – story

 

PART I (2002) Evolution-transformation TX- 19

How did you experience your personal static that is dynamic ?­

I have had great problems with it lately- in the moments of static, when I am calm and steady, my creative energy subsides, I become smug, there is no action.

I am being devoured by my own black hole, it grows bigger rapidly, I'm not moving.

I have crumpled into a fetus positions and now awating a new birth of mine or I am surrendering myself to the process of quiet dying…

…and then what?

Than I figure out that is more likely to be a quiet dying…

I decide to spend these last atoms of strength on a new dynamics by means of my own acceleration…

That black hole is becoming smaller but it is still there, it is not devouring me in one bite but it keeps following me and tears me bit by bit.

Should I withdraw or act?

(one of these journeys)

A worm hole showed up unexpectedly, a question of right and left, up and down lost its meaning, although the setting was familiar to me, but what about time? Whose time was it?

I have met a person and the conversation did not last for a long time. He was by 99 years younger than before and he was breathing with difficulty. I understood him, hi was living in a 3-D space and the fourth dimension was pulsating and I felt….

 

PART II (2003) I mk-2nn3, (2005) Changes in motor body skills and neurokinetics, (2006) Inst. R-4…aaaa

 

- THE TIME, PRESENT; the event takes place in an invisible paraworld.

- in a silent drama with a vague and misty end.

- in front of me - a creature; it cannot be surpassed, skipped, ignored.

 

The only possibility is to go-through.

 

- with the first step into the interspace, my horizon also changed; it was clear to me that the rhythm of the breathing as well as the whole view of "the creature", which I decided to call "IT", changes with the arrhythmic and unnatural motion (with regard to the everyday life).

 

- while "It" was checking my psychophysical and motorical abilities, I was repeating to myself: "It's nothing wrong with me, it's nothing wrong with me"!!

 

- suspecting that the end of this event is not like the beginning and that this wasn't one of those situations where the answer is hidden in the first sentences.

 

- complicated;

 

- I'm inside, and the point of view is cons.changable.

 

- having taken a quiet and peaceful position after a few uncertain steps, some clear answers went through my minds: "There won't be any and they are not ultimately true."

 

- the instinct took over, the steps were not counted any more, the acceleration was increasing and increasing, from the plastic motion (which leaves the scars), to the elastic ones.

 

a) elasticity (research, putting radical questions in order to get relatively interesting but not ultimate answers).

 

b) excessive elasticity (the possibility of evaporation, becoming "essential", but in some other cultures and in some other event).

 

- I was gliding through the lines of magnetic force, the elastic has changed its physical condition and disintegrated me into "SOMETHING".

 

- in microtime, it and something have become "ONE" (the theme with 3D effects and action).

 

- manipulating with the interactive creature, passing through, I came to the end to the silence full of contemplation.

 

a) silence - the end

b) contemplation - the beginning

 

- at the end of the beginning I integrated myself, although some microparts stayed in "it". Transitially teleported, convinced that nothing is wrong with me, probably with the differently organized inner architecture I continued to glide among the first sentences of some other.

 

- complicated;

 

 

PART III (2007) Bag- transfer transition, (2008) Virus organism, (2009) MiNK- 6

 

- CREATURE first emerged at 2002.
- it sucked me into its vectors network on which I started to slide just stoping sometimes

to take a rest in its pulsating dots.

- points and spotty…

- seeking for a new direction of movement.
- actual answers were seeking for new complex questions.
- I passed THROUGH it, to define new personal diagram of changed internal
architecture.
- our communication, kept repeating on several occasions during the
'03.,'05.,'06.
- At first trends were limited (compressed inward)

- tension at the border was cracking.
- Later it was free-provocative (open spaces), in which were created little flashes
but these variables were not greatly influenced to fill up the positive energy field
at the end combination of these two diagrams occured in knowledge that with every
inhalation I take it increase to imbue.
- He is here since the days of big burst and the only choice is autoprovocation and

confidence ability in the assessment of the plasticity-elasticity connection ...
- 2007. I have crushed him and took control (stopped the expansion of new vector

network).
- in this idle, the creature was probably pulsating and looking for some new possibility of consciousness wholeness
- this 2008. for me at the moment, at in its inexplicable way it mutated-reanimated

into being a VIRUS ORGANISM.
- Complex to fold
- Powerful
- It invites in his new purity of thought
-Urges a call to max. assimilation, where every-   RESISTANCE IS FUTILE.